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don't think I'm not still deep in the episode 7 brainrot. because OH BOY AM I
(also one more extremely, obnoxiously self-referential thing, I'm -- I'm so sorry)
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7#twisted wonderland book 7 part 7 spoilers#and so ends the saga#(this time for real i promise)#malleus post-episode 7: shroud...i should have heeded your warnings...now tell me more about how i may hunt this elusive 'snipe'#alas poor puppies :( i'm glad they had a little aside about how they can fix them after this whole mess#let ortho have his dogs!#man i love that this has come down to malleus vs technology though#MY FAVORITE#ortho: you can destroy the shell that links me to this mortal world...but can you select the CORRECT DOWNLOAD LINK???#malleus: (downloads a billion viruses and dies instantly)#also i'm probably the only one who thinks idia complaining about his own mental tartarus prison is funny#but there we go#idia has two modes and two modes only#he's either in the middle of a metaphor where he finally forgives himself for his brother's death and takes charge of his own destiny#or he's like 'fuck yeah i'm about to get isekai'd into the internet! (immediately falls over making dying whale sounds)'#wait no he has a third mode: actively suffocating because silver and sebek won't stop squishing him#look he's just delightful no matter what's going on okay
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alright guys fun quiz time!! is megatron insinuating he knows that optimus' true feelings for him! or is he stating how he knows optimus would never choose him over the autobots...
#transformers#maccadam#my art#transformers fanart#megatron#optimus prime#transformers prime#tfp#megop#cause listen we know optimus' terminal “i can fix him” illness#but you guys saw how even when optimus came back as orion#megatron was prepared to eliminate him#because he couldn't imagine a scenario where optimus/orion would choose to stay beside him#that and EVEN IN HIS COMATOSE FANTASY#the dream HE was controlling#he imagines that optimus refuses to bow before him#MEGATRON CAN'T CONCEIVE OPTIMUS EVER CHOOSING HIM.#can you tell that i stay up at night thinking about them...
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enough stories about how someone learns to truely be happy through love. i want a story where someone is desperately seeking out love thinking it's the only way to be happy only for them to learn by the end that happiness is what they make of it and they don't need love at all to make it.
#aro#aromantic#ace#asexual#aroace#loveless aro#loveless#non-partnering#nonpartnering#non partnering#nonamorous#aplatonic#enough of amatonormative tropes in media!!! enough 'you're miserable without love' stories!!!#less “you're too focused on ambitions to make you happy that you dont let yourself fall in love”#more “you're too focused on finding love to make you happy that you wont let yourself live”#more “there is so much more to life than love and so much more that can bring your happiness if you just let yourself experience it.”#maybe I should write this story#and when i say love i mean all love. not just romantic love.#which is why i tagged aplatonic too#while i mostly see this trope in terms of romantic love i think there's something to be said about#telling stories where people are perfectly content alone too#it doesn't have to be sad or pathetic to not have friends by choice. they dont have to be a miserable person to not have friends#i think we need more variety in stories where it shows people just content in their lack of love or relationships in all shapes#not everyone wants a family not everyone wants friends not everyone wants a partner not everyone wants love#some of us are content without. that should be explored without the need to fix it.
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as part of the getting-worse-before-it-gets-better portion of aziraphale and crowley's season 3 relationship arc we NEED a desperate "i love you" from aziraphale met with a hissed, spiteful, and quickly regretted "i forgive you" from crowley
#good omens#ineffable divorce#aziracrow#ineffable husbands#i really want things to get as bad as they can possibly get before their relationship#is saved and actualized if you couldn't tell.#like yes i want them to make up and have a big fabulous kiss together sheltered under a canopy in the rain#and then spend the rest of their eternity together on earth in blissful love#but i also want them to be really unstable for a bit#spiteful crowley. aziraphale blurting out a confession no buildup no apology#because he thinks that'll fix everything.#more miscommunication to give more weight to their final climactic episode where they actually work things out.#crowley has to give him a lift and they start arguing and he blasts queen in the bentley#and takes them careening down oxford street at 120 miles per hour#grinning and laughing manically while aziraphale screams and hangs onto the baby basket he's holding#containing the second coming of jesus for dear life.#crowley just terrifying him to spite him.#i want them to do and say fucked up things to each other! do you get it?
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Hello I would like to request your favourite little freak(amphibian) for day 1432
day 1432
#amphibian#frog#toad#european common toad#i had to look up what 1432 means but i think its cute#i interpret this as just my favorite amphibian which is the common toad#i think you can tell from my art that its one of the amphibians i instinctually go for when i have no specific species to draw#i know its a boring answer but its a good frog. plain and simple#and its the one i've actually interracted with the most irl :)#and more specifically we had a toad that lived in the drain in the cellar in a previous house#its where we had all the laundry stuff. so we called him laundry frog. he is like the patron saint of laundry. to me#laundry frog specifically is my favorite little freak#laundry frog#oops i think i forgot to save the alt text#it should be fixed now but i have no idea how that works in relobgs
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Helloooooo! So I promised a surprise for Mimosa's birthday and here it is! 🎉✨
I made a ghost/ukagaka of him and Mu!!!!
If you don't know what a ghost is, it's a sort of desktop pet! You can have them on the corner of your screen or interact with them! Play with them! Give them gifts! Talk with them! Pet them... Many things to do ;)
If you never had a ghost, I'm gonna explain how to download everything to make them work! If you're not a beginner, you can scroll and download the files (first the font, second the balloon then the nar ;3c)
Oooook lesssgo, the steps:
Download SSP on your computer! It's the thing ghosts work on, the files are all but useless without it! Here's the link: [http://ssp.shillest.net/] Fair warning, it's gonna be in japanese- Don't be scared and just click the download button!
2. Double click on the thingie, and unzip it! I advise to not unzip it in your downloads and give it its own secured folder however ;P
Then to start SSP click on the ribbon in the now unzipped files, ignore the rest, there are just "the guts" on the ghost (I mean you can read the "README" file if you're unfamiliar to all this or are curious, it explains stuff)
3. Let the cat girl (Emily) talks for a second (in japanese sorry be patient) until it opens a lil' window with stuff written (in japanese ¯\_(ツ)_/¯). Click on the right button at the bottom
4. You're good to install them now! Download and install the three files down there ! In that order: the font, the balloon, the nar
Happy Monkey font!
Mimosa talks with the happy monkey font, if you don't have it already (I didn't), download the font and install it on your computer so that what he says doesn't look weird! I promise it will look neater if you do that!
the balloon file (zip)
It's his personal talking bubble! If you don't have it, the bubble won't be adapted to them. ;w;
Download it and drag the file on the japanese-talking girl, she will do the work for you!
Open the right-click menu by, well, right-clicking on the girl and go to the balloon and select "mimomu-balloon". You might want to change the language to "english" as well! The balloon is set!
Do that before installing the nar or he won't use the good bubble for the introduction!
the nar file of the ghost
And it's the important file with the kids in it :3
Download it! If you have the font and the balloon installed, you can go and drag the nar file on Emily and you'll be done! You can change ghost in the right-click menu if you want ;3
Tell me if something is unclear <3
Now I have people to thank!
@creative-firebug was the big motivator and enabler! No ghost without them. And they found lil' bugs in it so I could fix them before putting it out in the wild too! Getting lil' hypes, hearts and advices really helps when you're working on something for months! And they linked me the tutorial so yes, enabler.
@zarla-s has created the template I used (Girl and triangle!)! I knew nothing (and still don't know a lot) of code and just how it works at all so thanks for that :D
@ukagakadreamteam answered questions I had and half of the fun stuff wouldn't have been possible without their answers!!!!!
Both Mimosa and Mu are my lil' kiddos shipkiddies
#me doing artz#Mimosa#Mu#ghost#ukagaka#enjoy!#note that you can move them freely#make sure to make Mu sits on many things on your page#you can change the rate of talking if you want to be bothered often or only once in a while#show them stuff! They have a watch mode where they're quiet (only tiny reactions) and look at stuff with you uwu Free enrichment#please forgive me for some poor choice of coding I did my best in this foreign land XDc#oh and tell me if you notice a typo or a bug I have the option of fixing stuff from my end#please don't have big bugs owo#oh lil' tip here#you can make them stay at all time on your foreground by going into the right-click menu -> options -> ghost preference#in case they disappear the instant you open a window <3#hope you'll have fun spotting the easter eggs for those interested! One is findable right at the beginning ;3#you can change your name and pronoums any time you want in config menu if you want to have fun...#oh and be gentle with them DO NOT DOUBLE CLICK anywhere near their HEADS and NECKS if you want to open their menu be sure to double click o#their TORSO or a lil' lower :)#you've been warned because I did so accidentally once ;w;#ok enough advices and go dowload the kids and dunno do a snail race go you're free#if you're curious I've been working on it since november
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How Homestuck Beyond Canon Candy Timeline has/will have parallels with Homestuck proper around and during the events of [S] Game Over
Jane Crocker heavily aligned/influenced by with Crocker Corp. Notice how her neck accessory looks very similar to the Crocker computer tiara. There's also the circuits surrounding the button, which are reminiscent of Crockertier Jane's visual mind control effect by The Condesce.
Jane also kind of looks like The Condesce with how she's silhouetted here.
The head of Crocker Corporation on a large Crocker space ship. A ship which I would like to point out looks eerily similar to the ship that The Condesce flies around in except the forks/sporks are facing the opposite direction and it's got black on it instead of mostly red.
Jake dying at the hands of Crocker influenced Jane and coming back to life parallels with this Jane coming close to killing Jake, but stopping right before death. Same green text too.
The cast of characters surrounding this time in the comic are also similar.
We also got the whole Crocker laser beam of death being hinted at which we've absolutely seen before.
I talked about this in one of my previous theories, Jake is getting a better grasp of his hope powers; so, I think we could see another hope explosion again in some capacity out of Jake's concern for Tavvy.
I could also totally see Jake being held hostage by one of the Crocker Clones A.K.A. the Brig Boys and Kanaya cutting them up with her chainsaw (hopefully avoiding Jake).
This is more of a little side detail, but Vriska is once again on the sidelines while this massive important fight takes place because she's trapped in her own personal Hell this time.
CHARACTER DEATH FLAGS - I don't know how to organize this post and there was a lot more potential evidence to this than I thought there was going into it.
Let me preface this with the fact that the existential split between Meat and Candy sometimes seems to try to course correct itself and much like certain peoples DNIs, it doesn't want any doubles. We see this with Dirk, Dave (he died even if he ascended to ultimate self afterwards), June/J/John, Terezi(seemingly), Meenah (her other self is in the black hole with Lord English so we can't necessarily confirm death but yknow), Aradia (is just Aradia), Gamzee, Calliope (that is a whole complex situation), and Rose (if her future sight is correct, but we'll get to that). Those are the only examples I can think of at this time, but it's absolutely a repeating pattern of the universe sort of course-correcting to have only one of each of our main characters exist at a time. This, at least in the cases of Dirk, Dave, & Rose seems to be related to the ascension to ultimate self, but we can't really say if that's why the other characters only get one existence at this time.
Karkat has has at least 2 deaths from around this time, one involving Crockertier Jane as well which could be a sign of things to come.
Rose's death flag is that she has literally foreseen her death in her future sight. She is thinking about Kanaya and Roxy in the same thought process while seeing her own death, feeling full of regret (even though she's trying to repress her own feelings) about her relationship to Roxy and Kanaya. Very similar to her being regretful as she was dying in Roxy's arms. I'm also guessing the bullet that hits her will be from Jake's gun, just throwing that out as a possibility.
ROSE: What... ROSE: Happened to me? ROXY: the witch got u ROXY: with her fork ROXY: but youre gonna be ok ROSE: Oh. ROSE: That's nice. ROSE: *Cough.* ROXY: maybe you uh ROXY: shouldnt try to talk now ROSE: You saved me, didn't you? ROXY: ... ROSE: Thanks. ROSE: But, ROSE: She's gone, isn't she. ROSE: For good, I mean. ROXY: ? ROSE: I saw her die. ROSE: And. ROSE: It's a shame how... ROSE: *Cough.* ROSE: A shame that I never even... ROSE: Got to tell her... ROSE: I loved her. ROXY: who?
ROSE: Kanaya. ROSE: But... ROSE: You too, mom.
Kanaya also has a death flag here in getting hit by The Condesce's laser beam of death, but it's more of a maybe given that we see Rose's future vision of Kanaya holding her body in her arms. Keep in mind though we also had this bit of dialogue about the reliability of future sight right before we saw that vision.
JADE: dont forget im more than a little versed in future sight myself ok JADE: i dont care how credible it seems, you cant depend on that information!
Jake and Jane are also on the chopping block potentially, but I can't think of a way at this time, unless Kanaya mistakes Jake for one of the clones amidst her rage and ends up cutting through him along with the Crocker clones. The one pictured below was done by Aranea who is out of the story. Maybe Meenah's trident hits Jake somehow or something, I don't know. We also have meat Jake and Jane who are doing more okay.
On top of the parallels to the doomed timeline that was [S] Game Over, we also had Vriska say that this reality was fake and didn't matter. I'm paraphrasing and I don't know if we'll get a doomed timeline situation yet with the 4 kids still in it, but I just thought the amount of parallels was interesting & worth pointing out.
I also wanted to get this out before the next update in case it's related to the flash animation and any of my predictions come true.
Alternatively I think the flash animation will be Ultimate Dirk kick starting his SBURB home brew session on Deltritus. He probably has all the tech and narrative powers to do it based on what we've seen, they just need a species they'll both be satisfied with as the players for the session.
#I wasn't sure how to title this hs theory; can you tell? Wanted it to be accurate; this isn't the clickbait video site lmao#sorry that some of the image qualities vary; I couldn't be bothered to find specific pages in the long labyrinth that is act 6 and#ended up just using a summary video for some of these because that was much easier. There is so much to talk about I'm probably going to#miss something in HSBC so if anyone has anything else to add onto this post feel free to do it. when I tell you that formatting these#colored text chat logs was a nightmare; I mean that. Every time I saved the draft it kept glitching the chat logs too. Kept having to fix.#there's also some characters like Roxy where we don't know what she's up to in the candy timeline as well as Sollux and John/June Egbert#Also Calliope are any of them preparing for this fight or have some kind of plan? Captor could help but would need cover while he blasts#Anyway this mostly started from Jane's whole batterwitch vibe she has going on with Crocker corporation and her laser machine#hopefully Kanaya will be okay; but I'm definitely super worried about Rose atm and Jake too; also what's going on with Tavvy#Candy Jane as the new condesce it's not looking good for Commander Karkat Meenah or Kanaya. Mr English plz come save your son Tavros#mine#op#homestuck theory#homestuck beyond canon#homestuck#jake english#rose lalonde#jane crocker#kanaya maryam#karkat vantas#homestuck spoilers#homestuck upd8#cw flashing images#cw blood#cw gore
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Vincent Valentine ❇ FINAL FANTASY VII: EVER CRISIS
Bouncer Suit.
[ screenshots free to use with credit ]
#vincent valentine#final fantasy 7#ff7#final fantasy vii#ffvii#final fantasy 7 ever crisis#ff7 ever crisis#ff7 ec#my screenshot#my edit#lots of clipping to clean up on these#the belts and shirt clip into his vest#his fingers clip into his gun#can you tell where I fixed it?#I may go back later and do some work on his hair#to make it less grainy#but at that point I'd have to paint over pretty much all of it#so ehhhhh#probably not
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Oh the struggles of drawing a fire thing but having to change it for it to make logical sense....urghhh YURIOUS STARE SAVE ME!!! Anyways the inherent romanticism of feeding your best friend as she gazes up at you in reverent awe....Happy Aoinene week for those who celebrate <3
#I love the sketch way more than the digital </3#you can actually tell Aoi is staring unashamedly at Nene's lips in the sketch#Hashtag yuri#Do NOT comment on the lighting I have no idea where it's coming from either#I hope y'all understand that Aoi isn't. naked in the sketch I just left it unfinished so I could fix it digitally#my (f)art#jibaku shounen hanako kun#jshk#tbhk#toilet bound hanako kun#aoinene week 2024#aoinene week#aoinene#flowerfish#aoi akane#yashiro nene#nene yashiro#aoi x nene#Nene x Aoi
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Preparing myself to read a Persona 5 fic because it sounds super interesting but Maruki is a tagged character which means there's like a 70% chance that he's being mischaracterized
#if someone can recommend me fics where this Doesn't Happen i would be so glad#i will still read it either way but it's just a pet peeve#why can't y'all comprehend moral greyness#maruki ISN'T AN EVIL SUPERVILLAIN#HE'S NOT EVEN EVIL#i've written fics btw i'm not trying to sound ungrateful or anything. like i said i will read them#but it's not just with fics like he gets mischaracterized So Much from literally everywhere in the fandom#how did you play through the entirety of persona 5 royal and come to teh conclusion that maruki is an evil man#who manipulated teenagers because he is malicious and horrible#when the story quite literally tells you. that he is NOT an evil horrible person#i'm not gonna deny that he manipulated teenagers into playing into his plan but he is most definitely not evil#nor did he do it with malicious intent. nuance DOES MATTER 😃#persona 5#persona 5 royal#p5#p5r#takuto maruki#maruki takuto#fuck that teh up there i'm not going back to fix it i'll just sound like a cringe 13 year old on tumblr in 2014#i'm not saying you can't criticize him i'm saying that acting like he's evil on a shido level or even Near that is stupid#because. again. maruki is a morally grey antagonist. he is NOT MALICIOUS.#i notice it's usually akechi fans who do this because of akechi's attitude towards maruki in-game#akechi has been one of my favorite characters ever even since vanilla p5 when the ending to his character arc kinda sucked#but him being one of my favorite characters does not impact my ability to read analyze and comprehend text#i think the persona fandom in general should try it sometime 👍
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the tennis calendar is famously bad but february is the most disorganized thing i've ever seen. it's january so we're in australia on outdoor hard. march we will be in the united states on outdoor hard. so how do we get there? via western europe, the middle east, and the entirety of south america. some of these events are indoor hard. some of them are outdoor hard. some of them are clay! like what the hell
#this isnt news im jsut always struck but how stupid february is#like okay first off. lets move the european events to indoor hard season. we dont need rotterdam and marseille right now#i dont want to tell the south american events to stop being clay even tho it isnt clay season#because. well come on. its south america. it has to be clay#but we can't put it in clay season because that is in europe so its too far away#i suppose. if we put the south american swing after the sunshine double that would make sense#because then it would be clay season but it could be the pregame for europe#so it geographically make sense since they would be coming from miami so its okay. and then go to europe#and not all south american events are clay so therefore you can still get the hard court for post sunshine double. you get to chose.#and i have no idea where to put the middle eastern events like okay yes its outdoor hard season so i guess so#see i can fix the schedule. somewhat. itf let me innnn#tennis
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"I gotta have you talk about Barkov a little bit... 'cuz, you know, he's your Captain but like... What should we know that we don't know about this guy? He's so quiet, he keeps a low profile—I'm sure that's by design—but he's the quietest, incredible superstar that...When Chris Pronger was working there (VP of Hockey OPs/Senior Advisor from 2017-2020), I remember he used to say to me, 'Hey, this guy is a Top 5 player in the game.' Even when nobody was even putting him in the Top 10 at that time, you know? But what makes him so great? What do you know about him now that you thought you knew before you got there?" "You know, well, everything—because I'm with you! I knew he was in the league, I knew he was a great player but playing on the other side—I'd see him play twice a year and I wouldn't watch that much and I had no appreciation for how good he was. But the answer—I'm gonna give you an answer about Barkov and it's not gonna be good enough... 'cuz I can't answer that question about him yet, I still haven't gotten to figure it out. I don't know to do it justice but he's this extreme perfect blend of absolutely no ego and an incredible drive to be better at the same time. So usually the guys that are really driven have a bit of an ego. Ego's not bad always, right? Maybe I'm using the wrong word to describe it but he will put his teammates and his—everything—first, and it won't bother him one bit! That's exactly the way he wants it! He doesn't want to be the first guy out, he doesn't want to—it's not that he doesn't want to do interviews because of the media! Talk to this guy! You walk in our room—you don't know hockey and you don't know names—you can't tell if he's the 1st forward or the 13th forward by the way he treats people. That's absolutely the truth! And the reason he's not appreciated as much as a player is: I have never, ever once seen him even remotely cheat to the offensive side of the game to score a point. He just won't do it. That doesn't mean he's sitting back defensively! He doesn't give a rat's ass about his point totals, he just wants to win. So he's never gonna put the numbers up that he could. If Barky decided he was gonna generate points—if somebody'd convince him, 'Hey, Barky! If you just cheat the game and score���we'd got a better chance of winning!' I don't know, [he'd put up] 120, 130 points? Like he is brilliant but he will never, ever put the game—you know, what? He wouldn't put himself in front of the game. The game demands certain things and you can't get past that no matter how good you are. There are certain things you got to do in this game and usually those are hard things... he'd never once put himself in front of the game." "You can't score 120 or 130 without cheating a little bit, right? It's just a real—" "Yeah, except those guys don't call it cheating! They call it anticipating. Bad players cheat, good players anticipate." "They see things before they happen, Paul! That's what happens!" "Exactly, exactly!"
The Cam & Strick Podcast | 9.24.24 (x)
#paul maurice#aleksander barkov#florida panthers#2425#woe paul waxing poetic about sasha for (looks at stopwatch) almost 3 minutes be upon ye#this specific segment is so special to me#“im gonna give you an answer about Barkov and its not gonna be good enough cuz I can't answer that question about him yet”#PAUL#my favourite thing about all of this is even in a hypothetical situation where sasha suddenly started scoring more points#hed have to be convinced into by a teammate and that its for the good of the team#you see paul realise none of this sounds realistic and then adds the whole hey barky! wed get a better chance of winning if you-#utterly hilarious paul was like this sounds too ooc of sasha i have to fix this#and then drops that fucking bombshell like jfc paulson#sasha no ego my beloved#do you remember when they brought up the whole baby barky thing to paul and he started going on a whole monologue about#how different lundy and sashas games are and that ssha will always ALWAYS put the team first in all his decisions#and lundy differs in that sometimes he'll be more offensively minded if and when he can#yeah? yeah :)#also the anticipating bit#you can tell paul is relaying what players have been whining to him for years when he scolds them not to cheat LMAOOO#LIKE OKAY PAUL YOU ARE SO TIRED HUH#also rat's ass. topical!#he doesnt give a rat's ass about points but he certainly does care about one (1) special rat's ass#also this man monologues for so long i love him but please let me live man
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a bunch of itafushi redraws from official art i made yesterday, hopefully today we get to see them together
#love how you can tell where i had the reference window lmao#im too lazy to fix it tho#i need to do the wedding drawing now#itafushi#yuuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#mine#made with tablet
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There’s so much depth built into the camps in RDR2 and it’s constant every time you’re at camp something is happening between two characters and depending on which camp you’re at the interactions amongst the crew really sets the tone for where you are horseshoe overlook really feels like a new beginning it really feels like a breathe of fresh air from the cold snow a new start vs shady belle there is a constant tension and fear in the air as everyone waits for the final shoe to drop another one of the things I love is when you’re doing chores the more you do them the more conversations you overhear and the more you see who actually does what around camp I feel like if you don’t spend time at camp you miss a whole layer of story and character development and just general quirks and kookiness amongst your fellow criminals
#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#arthur morgan#my fav parts of camp are when Javier plays his guitar and when ppl fight Micah#there’s a moment where Tilly tells MaryBeth her and the other girls make fun of the romance novels she reads but then they read them after#listening to reverend Swanson talk about his wife or Pearson talk about being a sailor#i love the music#the fact that every member has a horse and you can tell who’s is who’s bc there’s hat much personality and thought put into it#I love that you can constantly say hi to ppl or be mean to them#I get mean when I see them being mean or if it’s Micah#i love the camps ok I could literally talk about the camps all day#Lenny has a convo with Dutch that’s v good talking about a writer Dutch idolizes that’s just vacationing w the poor#my man Charlie is a work horse that man is non stop fixing things chopping wood doing patrols making arrows#literally all of Abigail and Sadie’s relationship
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Digging Nico never learning to "act normally" around other people, not even when he's in a relationship and/or has people overall react to him positively (most of the time). Very into Nico's weirdness being inherent and not a weird teenage quirk he gets over once he "heals" (he never heals fully). Always thinking about Nico never fully comprehending social cues, or limits of rudeness considered normal with strangers, or speaking too loudly or too quietly, or controlling his anger when he's over the tipping point, or having full trust in people. Eternally enamored with Nico di Angelo the boy who's been through so much there's always a mark of it on him — but there's also that inherent "strangeness" of the weird kid that's simply a part of his identity.
#🌞#Can you tell I despise 'healing' stories where the trauma is erased instead of being managed. Lmao.#When I say I love Nico finding healing I mean it in the way where you get prescribed medicine for a chronic condition. But it's there.#Complete removal of trauma of the degree that Nico has it in is so utterly unrealistic it makes me itch. It sets a weird standard.#I do not buy 'secretly social' Nico stuff either. I don't like it being justified through his childhood self either.#Because that Nico is gone. And I know people like to cradle the idea of healing as fixing but it's not a reality of many trauma survivors.#rrverse#pjo#nico di angelo
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Hm
#remember that fic i wrote where jeremy was like “YOURE A FUCKING AI YOU SJOULD BE ABKE TO CARE”#to the sauip#and the squip was like “uh jm nuh uh”#even if you dont#ive been thinking about how like. just i guess imaging what if jeremy developed an emotional attachment to the squip#and not in the romantic way#kinda like how you get attached to objects with sentiment and you can never get rid of them#think a toy from your childhood or something#except jeremy's object of sentiment is a supercomputer from japan#he becomes obsessed with trying to 'fix it'#“i know its capable of feeling any pang of guilt. i know it can experience joy and sadness like any human.”#the sqip does over time (as a learning ai) learn to feel#but probably never tells jeremy#and jeremy continues to just get so upset and overwhelmed by this thing that he brought upon himself#amd the sauip tries to be like “ok forget it lets focus on the task at hand”#jeremy does not focus on the task at hand#bros trying everythubg he can to “fix” the squip#blinded by his ambitions with it and forgetting its *just a computer*#reality check: “im just a computer jeremy”#and yeah so theyre inna stalemate where squip refuses to acknowledge how its evolving and jeremy refuses to acknowledge that his efforts are#pointless.#✌️✌️#bmc#squip#jeremy heere
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